This pic. makes me happy. =D


I've always been interested in photography. Being able to capture the essence of a moment with a simple click, intrigues me. Fortunately I'm not the worst picture taker you've ever seen, but neither am I the best. lol. Guess thats why I didn't move on it sooner.

Actually my Daddy brought me a camera used for photography...but that was years ago. Then I didn't understand the wonder that it entailed, I jus complained about it's big clonky size. lol && now when I find it useful, it's broken. SMH kids.

But i'll do what i can with my regular digital sony for now.

I woke up on the end of the bed this morning. In other words feeling down. That irritated me a bit because I believe you should awaken refreshed ( if u happened to get enough sleep) and ready to begin your day. But my eyes have seen the glory and the blind shatters removed.

Things have become quite crystal to me in recent weeks.

I've always been the Bullseye. I've been stamped with that ratchet label since the beginning of time. or rather H.S or Middle School i don't remember. But that derives from my goofy nature; i love the feeling of laughter and happiness even if its only momentary. Which is why I preform such outlandish acts, but it's natural.

I don't mind jokes. Of course not! Because I make them myself from time to time. But when I become the target, like when suddenly you and you laugh plus three minus me. It becomes the problem. Not that it hurts my feelings. Its just rather annoying. Because I can't make jokes or act a certain way with being labeled [ a ] joke.

But i'm no longer goin to give people the satisfaction. Although I do love sharing a laugh or two.
I'm not a clown. There's people that get paid for that occupation.

so ! maybe certain reactions are suitable for certain people. That's what I'll work off from now on. && if that doesn't work because i'm just a ball of funny. I'll jus remove myself. Eventually they'll learn.

Can't b bothered!

Turn on. . . Turn off.
I screw.
I nail.
I hammer.
I drill.
Turn on. . . Turn off.
I burn
I cool
I boil.
Turn on. . . Turn off
I twist
I bend.
I stomp. . .
Turn on.
And to no avail. . . >->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->-->

Now imagine if she would've colabed with Kayne!? SMH at the level of Poppingness!
Yeah, maybe it is a Single Ladies duplicate. But so what! Bey's still FLAWLESS.

Something I needed to hear or rather see; maybe it'll help you as well..

Precious, originally known as Push: Based on the Novel by Sapphire, is a 2009 drama film, adapted from the 1996 Sapphire novel Push about a teenage girl living in Harlem.[2] The film premiered in January 2009 at the Sundance Film Festival, where it won the Audience Award and the Grand Jury Prize for best drama, as well as a Special Jury Prize for supporting actress Mo'Nique.

To my surprise a book I read many years ago has made it's way unto the big screen. The dialect of the text that can only deem as illiteracy, gave me quite a headache. However, as baffling as it was for me to understand the text, it was even more difficult for me to put it down. "Push" by Sapphire was nothing less than outstanding. For those who hasn't read the book, I won't ruin it for you with my own review but the trailer is below. The movie is entitled "Precious"

ALRIGHT. SO!

This reluctance to join twitter && the bashing of those who did!? SMH at you simple brained bafoons!

I did refuse to join at first because of it's imbecilic nature BUT, the bigger picture was not clear to me! The main purpose of twitter is for stars or people of I guess societal importance to update us (their fans) on their day by day doings. To have a direct connection with their fans && expose what their lives consist of.

So You see, that's why I twit. I'm preparing for stardom and societal importance!

All that i'm not giving into twitter is a no-go.

Sh*t...this is preparation if you ain't know!

http://twitter.com/InspectorBink

I have been hearing about this Asher Roth kid for a while, never giving him a chance initially. I don't know what it is with me and new music and new artists. I love loving who I love and it's take a while for a new love to come into the picture.
Silly I know.

But anyways. This dude is the truth! I love his non-conformist swagger, his stride to be who he is, regardless of society's judgmental and apprehensive attitude! Shout outs to originality!

But seriously, the kid has talent. Today he happened to be on 106 & Park and he rapped or rather PSA'd about Obesity...
SOLD! to the Black girl in the blue.

When is he coming to ?!?!?! I wanna ticket!



Real ish!

This young man is named Brandon Hines. I first came across this new talent on a youtube vid. Then again in an old clipping in Howard's Newspaper the Hilltop; come to find out he attended Howard maybe 2 yrs or so before he left to pursue his career. Then maybe a month or so later I saw him preform at club Love. I must say, it does a spirit good to hear success stories, especially from my very own Howard U.

No, I don't know this guy personally but I couldn't be happier to see him progess. It's something about Black Success that makes me tingle. && a Howardite at that! I guess..in a way it gives me hope. Listen to his track feat. Ryan Leslie-Find you

Find You feat. Ryan Leslie - Brandon Hines

This is the lovely Lance Gross yet another successful Howardite!

Oh yes fellas. It's all about those pearly whites.
=D

My plead to beyonce went unheard..so onto other ish.

If you guys witnessed the season finale of making the band, I'm sure you took note; Dawn is the only remaining member of Danity Kane still signed Bad Boy Records. On one of the previous episodes I remember Diddy saying " None of you are strong enough to go solo" (speaking to Day 26, the rest of Danity Kane and hopeless Donnie) or something to that effect. But apparently this is not so, since Dawn first single has leaked over the weekend. "Trainwreck". Supposedly she wrote it after DK's break.

Guess Diddy's been working her to the bone for her to advance to his "solo" standards so soon.
Check it out =]

Dear Beyonce,

Now I love you. You know I do. Ok possibly you don't. But DAAAMM! These concert tickets...really though?! Your father, Mr. Matthew Knowles is a great business man, but he is charging intirely too much for your tickets! I was extremely excited to sing along with you during your concert, even had a vision of you inviting me on stage to sing along with you (we all have dreams). It was the icing to my birthday cake. Yes, the day you come to the NYC is my Birthday. But sadly I have been discouraged by your price range and can not go! Although fortunately you guys aren't experiencing this recession, us folks down yonder sho' is. Now this is not asking for alot Beyonce! I just want to come see you, is that so much to ask! Do you know how much more your revenue would be if you just lower the prices?! Ok maybe not so much but so what! I appreciate true artistry and true talent. And thats you. You are it! And I just want to experience that in person. But your team is stopping me. Your father is stopping me! When we get together in the future I wont forget this! Or maybe I will after a few magaritas on the beach. But anyways Beyonce, guess I'll just have to bye the DVD. Watch from my livingroom and use my vivid imagination as always. Just think about it ok?! PLEASE CONTACT ME ASAP!

Sincerely

A lover of your artistry and talent
Bianca M Garwood.

I'm a big believer of not living by your fears, what you fear, you attract, in every aspect of life.
- Sanaa Lathan

I bangs with her so hard for that one!

Something to think on people.

Sometimes it bothers me how closely associated my personality characteristics are with my sign. But it's true and there's no denying it. Often with such comes misunderstanding. && I'm not one for explanations and even so-- still nothing.

Some reading this may laugh or shrug or make other lil innuendos but that is expected. It is your perception if you feel as if I am foolish but like many before you, you misinterpret "me".

I am not just my sign, there's so much more to me and with that addition, I can be a bit much. I know. But i find that change wont do any good--phoniness is a no go. So the only thing left is- acceptance. Accept me. Accept me and you'll find... well..

simply put, To know me is to love me.
If you choose not to, I don't fault you. Thus is life.

ok so....you know I had to do it!

Happy Mother's Day Mommy!

Guess what I got my mommmy for her special day!? A manicure and her favorite..butter pecan ice cream from Hagen daas. Hey..its the thought that counts though! lol

Anyways, although we put aside one day out the year to celebrate there necessities to our lives, this should be acknowledged daily. I love my mommy for the beautiful gracious wonderful person she is. Ok yeah she get on my nerves and somtimes i just want push her off the cliff. (figuratively of course) I love her all the same and i try to tell her that when i can. I'll probably be the same to my children. You know what they say "Like mother, Like daughter"

So be thankful for your mommies man, and make she she knows it! For tomorrow or Next week isn't promised to us!

Again, i say.. Happy Mother's Days! To mines, yours, theirs..ours!

From previous post it should be obvious that I love music and love talented singers, If not..I do! I don't know if you guys remember Jhene, she use to sing on some of B2K's tracks back in the day. She's actually a really talented singer and song writer. See her below lullabying her young daughter with her angelic voice and sweet raspy tone. You'll fall in love with her voice instantly! Well, i did!



Heres another song of hers that i like..

Wait No More - Jhene

So I wonder about this H1N1 rubbish. I laugh at all the jokes made and I participate in all necessary repercussions..for now. But for how long will this continue? How long will we keep up this charade? a few more days. A week? Maybe a month? And then we will continue on with our lives as if nothing effected us those few short days ago. The purchasing of masks will stop and people will continue to cough and sneeze openly.

But this always happens or haven't you noticed. Remember Madd Cow disease? Everyone went on a tantrum about meat and refusing to eat it. YET we still eat Mickey D's uncooked burgers.

Remember the E coli attack? And the bacteria within the tomatoes? But most of us still eat from taco bell and all these other fast food restaurants without a care!

Remember Aids?! When emaciation claimed the bodies of our closest friends? And they disappeared never to be seen again? A lot of people stopped having sex or vowed never to have unprotected sex. But yet, std and teen age pregnancy rates are still high.

After while everything becomes apart of normalcy. But why? Why do we become so comfortable?

I am a lover of Black Success. It's beautiful and I strive to be in that category that I so adore. And why not have a man (or woman) beside you doing the dam thing as well?! That's certainly a plus. Shout outs and Big Ups to all them Black movers and shakers who aren't apart of this recession!


-The President & First Lady


"The man" of their crafts, can it get any better?!


so what they swing, everybody has something to keep their marriage alive!


Thats only a few, but whoop whoop to all the rest of you!

Ok seriously!

This is America, we have Atomic Bombs, Nuclear Weapons, robots, we clone animals and we have no way of stopping this rubbish we call swine flu? Scientist are taking to long to figure out what the hell is going on in my book. Are the cures only for the rich?!

I'm too young to die and refuse to be a victim of this mass destruction!

Suit up!! Masks, bubble suits! By any means necessary protect yourself!
Don't be a Victim!

Long Live US!